I had spent sometime in thinking what is the best remedy for me to cure my boringness. Last time i used to read novel, and still novel. Since i’ve feel boring to cyber cafe, to play game or msn, i think i need to go back and read novel again. i found it very interesting, because reading english novel, required me to think, to imagine, by doing these my brain will think less abt others! book sometime are really better than people. instead of watching drama, i rather read book, that totally different. maybe u think that i’m crazy, by reading a few hundred pages novel, actually just need 3-5 days to finished. ofcoz u’ve to purchase the right book that you like.

writing blog also a very good thing for me, since i have a lot of time, why dont i write something and share with other? if anyone of you, really think that i’m a mystery, then i suggest you all to read more about my daily blog. i’m not much different, just sometime i like to being alone, i like a lot of frens around me also, like that i can chitchat non-stop. when i’m quite, doesn’t mean i’m boring, stop askin me, i’m thinking something critically. although sometime i’m speechless because of my mood,  just give me sometime, i can solve it myself.

currently i dont have the characteristics that can attract ppl come to me, but i dont think this will remain the same for the rest of my life. that’s correct, when u’ve the power, when u’re on the top, ppl will come to you, and try to make you happy. the gathering around you, might not because of your personal characteristic, but the power u having. sometime i know, but i jus keep quite. this is not a fren that i can trust. i look beyond everybody surface, since i have experienced being betray by some of my frens.

Kent and Wayne, these 2 are brothers, and they are just different from everyone i know, i can’t really describe how special are them. but i just lovin them! ofcoz, ppl that i do not mention, doesn’t mean i don’t like you, you all will know. the way i talk to you, ofcoz is totally different with those "rats".

Its been a very sunny sunday.. i have been sitting in front of the computer for atleast 3 hours, however i still feel boring abt it! maybe there is nobody chatting with me.. i really hate to be like this, especially after online game are so popular, maybe most of them are playing game or whatever? maybe some ppl are correct, fren cannot be forever, whenever they got their own entertainment, they might not free to bother me.

From the morning i wake up until now, what most suprise me that is Brazil beaten by France… haha… then after that nth special for this sunday, it’s jus suck as usual. now i know that, most of the sunday, my gf won’t online, she must be go somewhere else… is good that she can find her own activities, unlike me..  what it is bad, coz every sunday, when she’s not coming to my house, i tot we can chat online.. next time better stay at home..

maybe i had expect too much. next time i shld expect less, think less, free my mind without worries, and make my life easier… it is right, jus received a mail that abt "simple rules to be happy", "Disappointments are like road humps, they slow u down a bit but u enjoy the smooth road afterwards. Don’t stay on the humps too long. Move on!" this ought to be something i need now, staying too long in the cyber cafe. time to go home, sweet home..