A very peaceful saturday, i’ve no idea why i use a word peaceful, it just so quite. and i even have to take a nap, maybe becoz of next week onward,  i needed to start action on what i have promised to myself. however, it’s is always good to be home, and it’s become even better when i can write my blog at home…

They are several reasons why i come back home every weekend, it’s mainly because i can eat my mom’s delicious foods, watch astro, and can talk to my parents. i don’t understand why some people just can’t stay inside the house and communicate more with their family members. i left my parents at the age of 19, which is the first time that i’ve to stay so far from my hometown, and from that moments, i know how important is my family, especially when you’ve not much friends to talk with you. i’m the kind of people that need frens all the time, i can easily get bored when there is nobody talk with me; and i hate the house at sg.long becoz everybody jus hide inside their little room, and lock the door.

It’s too bad sg.long have no hostel… i miss MC (Millenium Court) a lot, although at that time only me and Loga, but we do whatever we like, sleep whenever we feel sleepy. After moved to sg.long, my life become worst. but no matter how, i’m getting away from this place very soon, and i’m damn happy about that, if u wanna to tell me sg.long is much more better than some places, then i suggest u keep that for you, i willing to take the challenges.

Another thing that suprised me is 1 of my secondary fren written related to another fren of mine. Both of them are once my best fren in secondary, still there are my fren, but we do not have a lot of time to talk with each other recently. The main things i wanted to said is, never borrow your money to someone, even if it is ur best fren, unless you’ve borrowed him before, and he returned exactly at the time he/she promised. Some asshole borrow money, and refuse to pick up your phone, when u’re asking about the money. i’ve same experience like this, and i learned! just forget this kind of fren, let them go to hell. listen to me, this is not fren, they’re just using us to accomplish their "dream".

if u all think that a fren that scold u always, is not a good fren, then u are totally making a wrong judgement, we scold you because we wanted you to be good. so, stop giving us your shitface, when we are talking nicely to you.

This is Week 12, 3 more weeks then Final exam, until now i’ve no idea about what the fuck E-commerce is teaching, i attended classes, lectures or tutorials, but when it’s finished, i feel like i didn’t learn anything. 2am, tomolo morning 8pm go E-commerce tutorial, but i chooose not to attend, it’s meaningless to go there and online only. I dont know other groupmates did listen to what he said or not, but i totally can’t absorb. he’s a good tutor, but the way he teach just too bored…zz!

Beside that, this week so boring oh, online all the time, which mean go cyber cafe all the time.. i have no choice! going back home, 4 walls, and housemate suxk! i’ll get sick if i stayed too long in the room… that house fengshui must be not good, can’t concentrate and study.. haha.. i really need some break before final exam… i need to refresh myself, i know what i want… don’t worry about me.

Luckily.. tomolo is thursday and i can go back at friday, this is a motivation for me! home home! i PROMISE to myself and to those who read my blog [they might be nobody] next week i’ll not be FREE anymore! i’ll be busy ON MY STUDY!

few weeks didn’t blogging already, because had nth to write, now i wanted to shit something here!

losing motvation mean losing the energy to move towards my goal, i’m lazy to read, lazy to attend classes… i wonder, is there any works can suited me or not, since i like something that are always changing. i’m sick about the lousy foods in sg.long, everybody here jus as usual, doing nth special. especially without frens, i’ve no idea when and how i become so lonely, but never regret about decisions i made, now have more time to do whatever i wanted to. People come and go, friends that are important, one or two is more than enough…

no matter how, i’m thinking of moving house again, i needed to change my environment. Although i still have 9 months left and i like the place that i’m staying now, but i decided to move. I’m afraid that someday i might lost control, under pressure consistently wasn’t so good!! but recently i’ve no pressure at all… haha…

sometime i dont understand why we need to care about other ppls. since some of them never consider about me, and what for i wanna think about them? people can go play without thinking of you, u also do not need care much about them. i’m not offensing anybody, however i just said whatever i feel. i hope some of you really understand that.