***The Keys to Your Heart***

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you’re told that you’re loved.

You’d like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful… that you’ll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you’re tempted, you’d try hard not to do it.

You think of marriage as something precious. You’ll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don’t need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart? http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/

到了八点，眼睛回自己张开然后就再也睡不着了。这已经成了我每天的习惯，原因应该是 - 最后一个学期，每天都上早课才会这样吧。既然起身了，没办法啦，只好去上课。无论我多么喜欢睡觉，但是我更喜欢坐在课室里面，因为大家都在，上课上到无聊，就开始和同学们说悄悄话，虽然我坐在最前面，有什么好怕的？反正老师们又不会像中学老师那样唠唠叨叨得。

天天出席，并不是我勤劳，而是我喜欢和大家在一起，虽然有时候有些朋友不会出席，但是也没关系啦，有一两个就够了。一开始，我是和印度人(LOGA)坐，后来他每天不来上课，害得大家以为我们吵架了，其实根本就没有。接下来就是和古晋的朋友(Daph, Edmond, Renny, Oba)坐，但是后来他们选择坐在后面，就慢慢演变成我一个人坐在前面(很孤僻吧？哈哈)也因为这样，才慢慢的和琳斐和慧敏(没写错吧？)熟了起来，她们高高的，但是很有趣叻！

接下来，还有两位经典人物，稀有品种，柔佛出产的(1)林芯倪和(2)林美朱(这两位可以放在一起讲，呵呵)第一个是拔我脚毛的女孩子，第二个是我的Assignment Group Member。林芯倪对我印象最深的我在Year1的时候衣服穿倒转了，接下来每一次我穿衣服，她都说我是穿倒转！还有第一次和她喝茶，她就拔我的脚毛(痛！！！)。至于林美朱她是上课上了几天，才来的长发魔女，Nononono…是长发美女。 每天都在课室里面 "Ahh………. Chiu"; "Ishhh"; "哪里有？" "是meh?" "Shit You.." 还有很多很多奇奇怪怪的…. 要写她们两个，应该可以写很久。。

这些朋友是一群令人难忘的，其实在最后一堂课的时候，我无法专心上课，这个老师讲课是非常吸引人的，但那天，他就是吸引不到我，脑海里总是在做Summary…

终于…他还是把考试范围交待完毕，大家就开始拍照…从一个角度来我看到，看到的是“终于毕业了”，另一个角度是“终于要分开了”。虽然还有考试，但是还有机会在一起上课吗？但是我无怨无悔，因为最后一个星期，我全部课都出席了(除了星期一，因为Interview嘛)。

虽然我适应力强，但是我想这次应该需要时间会比以前更久。无论如何，这3年，真的是太快了。希望大家“前程锦绣”(哈哈，我借用琳斐的口头禅！)。Let’s prepare for the "FINAL BATTLE" in UTAR!！!

Give some comments/responds! Especially those name that i mention above!

Actually i don’t know how many people read this blog, but no matter how much, just give me some responds, i won’t scold u all 1.. haha… good or bad, i shld do so or i shldn’t, i’m wrong from ur perception or i’m correct, just let me know some feedback.

First of all, i should have done better. I’m not satisfied with myself, because i can’t constructed a nice sentence, even though i’m able to answer her questions, but i should have answer in a better manner. But it’s all too late, what can i do is WAIT. My guts tell me that the company will call me and ask me to go for the second assessment (which is a FULL day assessment).

Furthermore, the process of this interviewer are not what i expected. Both of us simply introduced and greeted each other, then she start to ask me what i wanna do, then she tell me a lot about banking, because i tell her i’ve no idea abt how the bank works. She did ask me why i apply, be honest, i just tell her is ur company to offer me the program, i just come and take the challenges. luckily she satisfied with my reason, and started to teach me a lot of way that i can achieved my dream in the bank. oh, by the way, she’s a vice-president of HR [Dai Lap Ye] haha… after interview i only realized… too little too late!

there is a reason why i believe she will ask me to go for 2nd assessment, because after i told her i got exam at the end of april untul first week of may, she said she will held another assessment at may just for our batch (i’m not sure whether there is a lot of applicants having exam also). if can work in the company, i think it’s not too bad, because they have a very good program that can make us into a real "soldier" for them.

its better for me to wait a while. because i need to see how many more company will offer me to go for interview.. the more company wanted me, then the probability of getting the salary i want will be higher.

今天早上出席了一个讲座会之类的东西，听完了上半段，决定离开，所以就走咯（有很特别吗？）我已经是成人了，我会想、会分析、会自己做决定，并不需要你(Bitch)来告诉我：

"You (本人) should stay and listen"

我："I think it’s okay for me to leave, i’ve my own WAY and i need to prepare my interview at next MONDAY"

BITCH："I don’t think it’s okay…" (说就算了，干吗摆臭脸？她应该叫Nancy [Lan C]吧？)

为什么我要选择和每一个人同样的路？我走我的，他们走他们的！例子：假期的时候，大家都喜欢出去玩，当每个人都选择同样的路时，会发生什么事？塞车！车祸！不对吗？你(Bitch)说我不听完会失去机会，那么每个人都用同样的方法时，我的机会会增加吗？你才是笨蛋！

每一条路都有风险，我并不会说我走的路是安全的，但是我会确保我承担的起那个风险，我会把它减到最低。大家都用的方法，不一定是最适合我的。她不明白就不要那么NANCY！比我年长就有资格批评我吗？先看看她自己，一把年纪还在做看门狗，就知道她是狗眼看人低！

"What I’ve done, I’ll face myself, To cross out what I’ve become, Erase myself, and let go what I’ve done!"

选择最适合自己的路，才是最明确的选择。100％跟随是最愚蠢的行为。

No is No, Yes is Yes, there is no in-between. This sound rude, but i don’t care, just like the lyric of <Love me or hate me> if you love me, thankyou, if you hate me FUCK YOU!

When i said no, i have reason, listen to my reason or else keep your mouth shut and stop be "creative" and make your own conclusion _|_ fuck back-staber!

This does not mean I’ll never listen, I do listen to people, I appreciate all the effort to persuading me; I listen and RE-consider the decision I once made and RE-analyze the condition, I stick with my previous decision, just because I don’t think the reason provided to me is sufficient to let me change my mind.

I do not mind to be a bad guy (from SOMEBODY perspective) because i know "SOMEBODY" is/are NARROW VIEW FUCKER(S). ONLY LOOK AT THE SITUATION FROM "THEIR/YOUR" OWN PERSPECTIVE.

NO OFFENSE! MY GUTS ASK ME TO WRITE THIS TODAY!