March, 2009

Lost…everything…

I am so tired, mentally and physically.

I do not know who am I…

I feel like I have lost everything in this month.

I lost my sleep…

I lost my concentration…

I lost my confidence…

I lost my love…

I lost my grand mother…

I lost my direction…

Everything has been taken away…

No matter how hard I tried, I have no talent…

I have nothing…

Everything is going wrong, wrong!

I really do not know what to do…

I am tired…

Good bye

…to my 2 days weekend break

Finally, Module 6 will be starting next Sunday, no more 2 days break for me! Until end of June…

I’ve received several comments (or critics) for this courses. Some people told me to stop know, because “CFP does not help in finding a better job”. I know and do you think i care?

Hopefully some weekend activities will not be affected, just started not long and I am enjoying (at least I am).

Life after works in P.J. started to settle down, quite busy to attend dinner and thanks again to all my friends who paid for them, also, those who accompanied me for dinner. Please bear with me, as I need to adapt a new life style.

March turns out to be worse than February. Damn it! Its time to stop hoping for a better April, I will take whatever action to make it better.

‘Dylan-